Archive - Jan 2013

Hi all. I think it's been a couple years since I posted here, but I do stop by and read from time to time. I thought I'd share a fun little game I like.

The 100 Edges Game

1. Start at the edge. Get yourself to the point where one more stroke would be one too many and then rest for a minute or two.

2. Stroke as much you need to get back to the very very edge and then stop.

3. Wait until you calm down a bit and do it again. Don't wait any longer than necessary though. Never more than a minute. Not less than five seconds.

I never thought I'd join your ranks. I've been lurking here for so long and talking to my partner and dom about how much the idea of not being allowed to come turns me on. I cannot even begin to explain the number of hours that I have spent making myself orgasm over and over again to stories about girls being teased til they scream and not allowed to cum for days... which seems rather ironic! I had no self-control though - every time I tried to just edge I'd soon be bucking my hips against my wandering fingers and shuddering and then feeling shameful.

Just wanted to stop by and say hi to all my old friends...! I know its been some time.. I do check in time to time.. hope all is well.

I think I'm going mad from this long rounf of denial. It's only been a week and five days since I last came, but it feels like forever. I spoke to Him this morning, and he ordered me to touch myself, and to "stick to the rules" - which, of course, means get as close to the edge as possible without coming.

A while ago a reader asked how my submission to Sir interacts with RL. This is one of the ways. Sir has asked me to describe a particular change we made during my submission that involves my spouse.

In the last post I wrote about all the ways Sir has graciously allowed me to have a little cummie. And one of them was during sex. I did used to enjoy coming during sex when Sir allowed it. But after some months of submission we both decided it was time. Since I have pledged my pussy to Sir, since I relish his ownership of it and of me, I have now given up orgasms during sex.

So my Love went away last week for a two-and-a-half week business trip. The last time we played together, on Monday, he teased me with the suggestion of denying me for the whole time he's away - longer than I've ever gone before except for a time when I was physically unable to orgasm due to medication.