Archive - Apr 2012

Day 10 of 29 days of no cumming. So far, it's been really tough. I've had two near-misses where I actually had to get up and start walking /doing something else frantically to stop the freight-train of orgasm which just kept coasting even after I'd stopped, I could feel my body ready to cum on its own anyway. Fortunately, I haven't had any actual accidents, but it's a little frightening.

This is a fun little self tease that sounds easy but isn't, at least not for me.

The goal is to do 100 strokes before cumming. But you have to do it this way:

You get your first 20 strokes. Take a 10 second break.

Once you get to 20 you start over at 1 and stroke, adding 5 more, to 25. Another 10 second break.

Start at 1 and go to 30, 10 second break. And so on.

Each time add 5 and so the whole number of strokes.

By the time you get to 100 if you make it that far, you will have done hundreds of strokes. If you cum before 100, it's a ruin:)

So, up until the past year, I never really saw much appeal in the whole "bladder control" area of power play. The idea of it really freaked me out...The idea of it *in public* is still a HARD, HARD, **HARD*** limit for me ---- that is, if there were a percentage *less* than zero (0.00%), that's the amount I'd be okay with doing it ---- and this will never change. For me, the social repercussions would be far too great if anything went wrong, for it to even be worth considering...

Mmmm.... tumblr. A micro-ecology of reblogging, regurgitating, and re-using ideas. It's where photo blogging meets found art. :-)

I've decided to start femsubdenial.tumblr.com to post images I love and often the thoughts they inspire.

So...