Archive - 2011

Ok everybody,
so I'm a 24 year old who has been single for quite a while. Just one for those things. Always fall for the girl who is attached, or just when she becomes single and starts trusting you and getting friendly she switches gears and dates some other tool you work with etc...

So I masturbate a lot lol. I have specific fetishes that I enjoy I may get into later but on average I masturbate at least once a day. At least 5 times a week.

I last cum over 24 days ago--and that was only once, after not cumming for weeks. So I've waited to build up an enormous amount of pent up sexual energy before posting here. Been furiously horny the past week, and absolutely desperate for an ejaculation since day 19. So on day 19 I finally begged "Please let me cum. PLEASE!" for a chance to cum. I was asked if I'd like to be allowed to stroke and eager said yes, assuming this meant stroking leading slowly but surely all the way to ejaculation.

That's how long Sir is denying me for. I have to edge at least once a day, more if he says so. Sir is away for another 2 weeks, so this is our way of maintaining our power exchange, of keeping on the edge, and hungry for when he returns.

The site is back up...YEAH!!

Now I can wish all my pagan friends a blessed Samhain, and Happy Halloween to the other faiths. Yes, this leads into my newest denial experience.

Since Samhain/Halloween (Oct. 31) is the "end" of the pagan year in the calendar I follow, I timed the new denial phase with November 1st. (Makes it easier for me to remember how long I've been denied...LOL)

SO... I/we took the leap.

I recently became acquainted with a semi-professional Domme--let's call her O--who, as she let slip in a lengthy conversation laced with flirting, has fantasies about having her own orgasms controlled. I was intrigued. Here was a self-professed female dominant (who I knew to be into denial already) confessing to a fellow top that she could, very easily, be persuaded to come only with permission. I compared that to having a leash put on her clit.

She had a very interesting and visible reaction to that.

It had only been a week since I last saw Sir and I was very very sexually satisfied by the end of that meeting. I was a little nervous about how my body would react to Sir after such a short time. Normally before we meet Sir turns the tormenting of me up high, so all I can think about is wanting release. We had not done that either as Sir had been away. I had been on a touch and wipe ban apart from hygiene reasons, so obviously I had not orgasmed or edged for a week. I was still just a little out of my comfort zone.