Archive - Mar 2011

Hello everyone.

I know I don't come (ha ha) on here much, but be reassured, I do lurk quite a lot. ;-) I don't usually feel competent enough to post; I'm not actually interested in starting long-term denial really at any point in my life, I think. I adore the fantasy, but I know what's realistic for me, too.

So...that being said, I wanted to talk about something that seems to be sort of an underlying worry and/or assumption that I see running through a lot of posts. I'm hoping to alleviate some anxiety here by writing about it; it's also something that I personally think about a lot.

That's how long it will be till Sir gives me an orgasm. He told me the other week, when he was fucking and teasing me, that it was going to be at least until his birthday, or maybe till Christmas, or maybe till my birthday, if he decided to treat me only once a year. And then he told me again the other day, after he had caned me, when I was moaning beneath him, telling me he was fucking me for his pleasure, that this is all I exist for, that it will be months before I get to orgasm again. I'm tingling with fear and anticipation even as I write this.

Hey mate, how is Red? What have you been up to since New Year's? Would love to hear. Since I need 25 words total, I'll just add that thinking about the two of you makes me very squirmy.

cheers,
Wants

For those of you who have been following my blog and like some continuity, I'll briefly catch up before continuing.

I didn't get to orgasm on my birthday; The reason being, Sir gave me a special birthday beating which involved:

I am a submissive male wanting a female to dominate me. I will do what ever the mistress says. If anyone wants a male slave you can send me an email at jhnbaker367@gmail.com