Archive - Aug 2009

Yesterday I reached what for me is a personal record. I made it to day three before having an O. I know that to many people that is probably just part of normal life, but for me it is actually quite an achievement. I have reached a whole new level of self control, and also have been rewarded with a whole new level of intensity of feelings that I never knew could happen.

The last five hours or so I was pretty much on the edge most of the time and that was without touching myself at all, before I finally spontaneously went over the edge even though I was trying so hard not to. It was amazingly intense. Now that I have experienced such extreme feelings I can start to understand how and why people can deny themselves orgasm for longer periods of time. I will certainly be doing this again soon. It was absolutely fantastic.

I've been blocked for a while (from this site). Just testing again in the hope of contributing something tantalicious for all you readers out there.
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Quote "Women can edge too! Using just my Hitachi, I bring myself to the edge of orgasm over and over. My pussy creams or gushes each time I stop myself and it gets increasingly swollen and sensitive. The sexual high I get during edging is amazing. These are parts of a 40 minute session. Sorry the lighting is bad, you don’t get to see how incredibly wet my pussy gets or the huge gush and intense pussy spasms when I finally do let myself cum."

I messed up. The other day I was supposed to touch myself a certain way, and then be on no-touch until further notice. But I was short on sleep, and very rushed, and I put off my task because I wanted to savor it. So when I got up from a nap, and had about five minutes before I needed to get dressed, I tried to slip in a little self-stim. I don't know what I was thinking. I guess I thought I'd just touch once or twice, but I got carried away. Then I thought maybe, even though it was rushed, this could count for my 15 strokes (that was my task). Then I realized I wasn't touching the way I was supposed to be, anyway, even though it was still light and teasing. Then I realized that I was just totally fucked. I have to admit that I kept touching a little bit even after this realization. I guess I figured, in for a penny, in for a pound. I stopped myself, finally, on the edge even though I hadn't once touched hard, and then it hit me. What I'd done. What I'd started doing almost inadvertently, half asleep, and then chosen to continue, awake. The betrayal of the trust my master places in me.

Hi everyone, this is something like introducing myself, since this is my first real blog entry after a long time lurking. Denial is a long time fun for me, which is usually used to be self denial, sometimes my GF get the taste of this and causes me a few days of real fun, but thats not the tipical case. On Wednesday I placed my beloved little ring piercing in it's place, and this process used to harm the skin there a bit, so I used to give a few days of rest for him, for practical reasons, but now I decided it will last a bit longer :-)It's been five days ago, and it was actually a no touch, but I don't think seriously, that I can resist touching longer, so perhaps the harder period will start soon.

So I have been experimenting in orgasm denial for awhile now and I've just realized something that might make any situation difficult. I'm moving into dorms in a week or two which will make teases and orgasm difficult. I kinda need full concentration to get to the happy place or even close and with a roomate or the worry a roomate might return... I am thinking I maybe looking at a no touch, no tease, no orgasm situation that could last three months... Ugh who would have thought college would be less sexual freedom than home, lol. At least here my room is private and sacred... does anyone have

My master has been teasing me off and on since we last saw each other. I think he's being careful not to overload me - the teases haven't lasted for very long and have been more like quiet reminders of our relationship. Sometimes, in the past, teases have gotten a bit overwhelming for me. But this has been such a nice way to connect in a particular way that means a lot to both of us. I love submitting to him, and I'm pretty sure he loves dominating me, and when we're in person there's a bit more scope. When we're apart, there's not that much to do. I'll hurt myself for him, but self-inflicted pain doesn't do that much for me, and neither of us is into some of the rules and rituals that some couples have, so the teasing is a good way to keep some of that going.