Archive - May 7, 2009

No, I didn't have an accidental orgasm, thank god. But I did all my edges early this morning, and have none left, so I'm on no-touch until tonight's draw!

See, I thought this wouldn't be a problem, this being a work day and all. But I ended up calling in sick to work (my stomach is unhappy), so now I'm making myself nice and horny and unable to touch! But even that feels nice in a strange way.

So here's what I've been making myself horny on just now: Catalina Loves -- A very sexy blog by a beautiful older woman with red hair and freckles, apparently in an open marriage, featuring sexy pics of herself, and sexy smut to read. It's like all the things that turn me on all rolled into one.

I just edged 6 times, one right after the other, and damn, does it feel nice. My body is glowing and my toes are tingling, and I'm happy. I bring myself right to the brink, the stop for just a few seconds, then bring myself to the brink again, having a nice minigasm each time. It only takes a minute between each one, so I can knock out several in one session pretty quick.

I did 3 last night, and am allowed 9, so I'm now on no-touch until tonight's draw. I didn't actually have to do all 9, but I took it as a Challenge and went and did it. I'm glad I did.

I was horny all day, thinking about Constantly Craving, and her looking for someone to take control of her orgasms, what teases I might do to her if it was me, and half-considering submitting my name. I'm probably not the best fit, so I'm just considering it idle fantasy. But it would sure as hell be fun. Hopefully for both players. ^_^

Speaking of players, today's draw is...

It's day five without an orgasm for me and day 6 of being very sexually aroused without "sexual satisfaction" so to speak. I am very satisfied on many levels. I'm very satisfied that my very small, reclusive clitoris is finally protruding and swollen. Touching it with my finger gives me waves of intense pleasure. My pussy is wet all the time now and I can feel that little swelling in my pants and even walking is sometimes extremely erotic.

I am again exploring T&D as a way to awaken new levels of sexual feeling and responsiveness. I am enjoying all the pleasure I have been experiencing along with the healthful effects it has been having on me. I will be bringing the orgasms back into my sex life very soon, but on a limited basis. I have resolved this month to limit myself to one orgasm per day, and only before bed after all day teasing exercises. This is a maximum and if at any time it seems my energy buildup is really depleting I will go back to skipping orgasms until I find the right balance.