Archive - May 4, 2009

I'm starting a trial run of the card game I posted about in my last post.
I'm going to pull the second half of the deck so the maximum possible
length of denial will be ~26 days.

For this run I'm playing with the Extra Draw rule, the Spread Jokers setup,
and if I don't finish a task at the end of the day, the next draw is
delayed until the next day. My time for the draw will be 10pm, so I
have something to look forward to when I get home from work.

I started this a couple days ago, before my account got approved, so
I'm going to put these two days of 'diary' entries into one large
post rather than spamming the board.

Everyone's got their own denial card game, so here's mine. This is more geared towards solo play.

Shuffle a deck of 54 cards.

Pick a time of day. Every day at that time, you draw a card. That card will spell out the nature of your denial for the next 24 hours.

I'm not that much into the D&S aspect of T&D (and not into the S&M aspect at all). But both the idea of being the denier and of being the denied are very hot. After all, why should the sub have all the fun? ^_^

So I guess, in a sense, I'm a 'switch.'

I'm not in a relationship right now, but there's a few fantasies I have that might be fun to try out if I had a girl into T&D.

I'm a 30-year old straight male, and fascinated by orgasm denial. I've just started getting back into practicing it myself after several years of regular orgasm.

I've had a little 'help' (or not) in the form of medication, specifically Paxil, which I take for anxiety. It makes it difficult (sometimes even impossible) to orgasm sometimes, though usually I can manage with enough effort. It's easier after not coming for a few days, though that's not the reason I'm into OD. I was into OD long before the meds, for its own sake, just because it's fun!

Right now. I'm working, she is kneeling naked but for her collar keeping herself on edge of orgasm next to my chair. After 10 minutes I left the room and returned with a blindfold which she is now wearing. She pants, then she slows down a bit to cool down to continue. Her nipples are clamped. Next comes the flogger. Then I will take her before I go to work and she stays horny.