Archive - 2009

It hasn't even been a week I am now cumming. I am wearing my inflatable panties and nylon tights top and bottom. Madame had me tease myself and stimulate my rear plug. My nipples are throbbing and my clit is engorged. I tapped and slapped my clit. I truly believe I could be so close to cumming that I could leak vaginal cum without orgasm. The Madame had me play on a jar. This is embarrasing but I love to be on my knees on the floor straddeling a jar like a coke bottle The jar is right on the butt plug and I rock back and forth probbing the plug deeper and deeper. I can do this for a long time. Today Madame had me do this for 30 minutes. Non cumming keeps me focused on my clit and nipples and ass. I think about cumming all the time. I am 100% or the time thinking about my sex.

I have been trying to map out the basics for the orgasm denial novel project. What I have thus far is the following:

* told entirely from Master's point of view - odd setup for a super-lengthy female orgasm denial tale, but I think I can make this work by having her report her experiences to him when he is unable to actually witness the completion of her assignment (see below)
* slave is a grad student with two housemates who know about her slave status and the rules which govern her
* story begins with slave's orgasm, then Master informs her that she is not permitted to orgasm again until she has physically made 10 other people climax first

Monday. This is day two of non cumming. Madame has been gentile with me to date. My sub ND has been frustrated with me. Then I met a new cyber Mistress GS who started domming me right away. She lives near me a I wasn't thinking I started even disclosing more. Soon I was wrapped up in this new dynamic. She wanted me to be more uncomfortable and called me names. She told me to put on my egg while I was at work and I did. I struggled and did not cum. She continued her assult and I again demanded she get permission from Madame. CS refused. I sent the chatting transcript to Madame so I could do the right thing. She was furious. Very disappointed in me. I was to be punished.

I am new to this site but not new to Orgasm Control.
I've always felt the need as a woman to ask permission before cumming - as I'm sure some of you can appreciate this wasn't always met with understanding by vanilla men.
I've explored alot as a submissive female but after a short period (less than a month) of orgasm denial last year it has been something I can't get out of my mind.
It's the control aspect I crave rather than specifically the denial, control is to me sometimes denial sometimes forced orgasm - giving up the control and the right to choose is what gets me going.
I'm not suited to long term denial I don't think unfortunately as it raises too many issues with insomnia in me and it seems that even with tease and edging the sleeplessness it caused just made me bad tempered and after a couple of weeks I lost interest but I wondered if this was because my denial didn't include any penetration.

She had kinda bad mood this morning when she got out of bed..
I didn't do any blogging since T&DV : no time to spare.
Since the last blog i continued teasing and edging her without the orgasm.
Now it's sunday and she expects the release but "sunday takes until 12 pm honey" "i know, but i thought it would be this morning and now it isn't so i got frustrated again without even doing anything..."
I stood behind her a kissed her in the neck while my hands caressed her breasts, nipples were erected and very sensitive....today i see to it that for her time will slowly go by ;-))

100 days. That's right. 100days. I won't cum til Easter Monday. April 5th. Why....because I want that. I really don't want 100 days ... I wanted 30. But i was only approved for 100. I accept. This all starts today Sunday or on Monday. It is up to my Madame. I was allowed to cum yesterday. I had my sisified husband service me Which was satisfying. She is a master with her tongue but when she wears the strap on I always orgasm quickly and frequently. Then I planned to go over ND house and forced her to force me to cum. When I got there i realized she is my sub and having her domme be ducked by her wasn't right so I had her dress up

Today at the 4th time of edging she tried to mislead me...
She tried to keep so quite so i wouldn't notice when she should orgasm...and i would continue so she could come
It failed.....
I gave her 3 extra.
She begins to find it difficult to endure.....
"until sunday" i gave her no hope for changing of plans

This has been a interesting week so far. On Sunday i was a noncumming slut by monday night i was a cuming slut and tuesday i upset Madame and was directed to dress in my cumming outfit she had me cum .. the i was cuffed to the piano with vaginal egg and butterfly panties and plug. Both were turned on and i was restrained for 45 min and mult orgasms. once freed she had me cumm over and over again. somany time i almost passed out . I will give more details later but i am now a cum slut. I still domme ND but i didnt see her tuesday. Today i will see her early. Her new dress code is double nylons daily and plug and vag egg.