Archive - 2006

I was going to post a list of rules for the T&D Diet Plan, but I've discovered that they change constantly. Well, there's a surprise. :) Here I was thinking I'd have more control over my orgasms, only to find that it's just as capricious as it ever was. Well, mostly.

I can earn up to three points in a day. I get one point for staying under the caloric requirement (which is 2200 calories as set by the dietician; not a starvation diet exactly, for any of you that are worried!). I get another one for 20 minutes of exercise. (This is easy on work days; it takes 22 minutes to walk from my office to the train station, or 25 minutes the long way.) I'm supposed to get a third point for achieving some other goal but we kind of haven't settled on it. It was going to be grams of fat, but I've had some days when I'm way under the allotment and days when I'm way over so it kind of averages out. The dietician was more worried about refined sugar, but she couldn't give us a number to stay under. For now it's a capricious point, awarded at my gf's pleasure.

I found out last night (12-26-06) my year would be starting a few days early. Mistress Andrea and the other two teased me to the brink of insanity before Andrea told me that I wasn't going to cum and that my year plus had begun. I was stunned, I really thought I had 5 more days of free orgasms. I now know Andrea posted a temporary blog telling that this would happen and took it down before I was to see it. She also told everyone in the chat room so I guess I was the last to know. My spirits were down last night as I wanted to know when my last orgasm would be. Had i known I would have held it as long as I could savoring every last second of bliss. My last orgasm was on Christmas night close to midnight. Andrea made sure the last month was filled with daily orgasms. Her plan worked well. I am now totally addicted to cumming and I already miss them like you wouldn't believe. I have no idea how I'll make it through this coming year. Already I feel a mess. :lol: I know I have three appeals but realistically I know they are a long shot. I will hold on to that small glimmer of hope though, it's all I have.

Apologies first. I'm sorry I just dissappeared for over a month. It started out with my father's death, then a slight mental breakdown. I don't really want to post to many details about it, but I feel as if I owe all of you who I left in the dust an explaination. I just felt as if my life wasn't going quite right, so I took a break and focused on the ensentials, like school, family, and my writing (I keep journals completely unrelated to kink). In that time, I also found what is most probably the makings of a really, really good relationship. We met about a year ago online, then I thought he was just another wacko. We chatted, played, exchanged some emails, then he dissapeared and I thought to myself...ah, well, there goes another one. Recently he has emailed me and renewed our relationship. We've mostly just talked, but he has graudally begun to send me emails with small teases I can do. Despite the fact that I said I was 'taking a break' from all things kink, I responded to him and his teases quite well. We have since decided to institute an online only relationship of Master and slave between the two of us. Actually, I am quite thrilled! In light of that, I thought it was high time I picked up the scattered threads of my life, including this one. From now on I do plan to try and update this fairly regularly and to keep you all posted on my current relationship.

You know, I was sitting here contemplating the notion of whether or not I should write another entry here or just take the opportunity to archive my writings and store them elsewhere, when it occured to me how frustrating it is that I was sitting here contemplating the notion of whether or not I should write another entry here.

I have been a somewhat isolated poster and a lurker for a while, at least in my own perception if not in other's. I rarely wrote anything with the intent for others to read this (except maybe my girlfriend, who keeps close tabs on this journal for obvious reasons). However, and rather out of character, I find myself instead of writing to an audience of myself, writing to those I know will read this entry. Frankly, (due to the discussion in this link) I am feeling like I don't want to write here anymore, and that is upsetting.

hope that got your attention!

I was reading some of maymays blog (thanks for the comments on my story maymay) and noticed an opinion that female orgasms might be pointless, a hangover from the male one. there is evidence that a woman is much more likely to get pregnant if she comes around the same time as the man ejaculates inside her. that would provide an evolutionary benefit to the female orgasm that would make it quite useful, though not an absolute requirement.

anyway I am horny. last night my wife and I had sex, very very good sex. we agreed that would be the last time we cum until the 29th dec when our lover is coming to visit. we both like the idea of being really horny when he gets here. I am beginning to wish we hadn't agreed this, she has been in a short skirt and boots all day, just gave her a foot massage while admiring her long legs. yes I am smitten. we had a lovely xmas day by the way, hope you all did too.