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Friday's Journal

Today has been an amazing day, and it's not over yet.

Sir sent me out for a walk before with tiger balm on my clit and the rosebud in my ass. So I walked for a mile and then went to pick up my sewing machine.

It's quite surprising how painful it is to wear the rosebud in your ass - the feeling of being opened and penetrated by something hard and unyielding - makes me feel like I'm walking round with Sir's cock firmly planted deep in my ass, and not budging. After an hour or so, when it was really hurting me, I kind of went through a subbie thing where I was telling myself it was Sir's cock in my ass, that it was exactly where it should be, that my holes exist to be opened and used by him, that this is completely normal and I should accept it and get used to it, and then I went into a kind of subbie bliss where I was really accepting it in my ass and enjoying the feeling of being submissive and being used and hurt by my Owner.

Sunday's Journal

Sir has gone back to London and he asked me to write a journal for the weekend, to be waiting for him when he got back.

After I last wrote, I stripped to the blue underwear, put on the wrist and ankle cuffs and kneeled by the bed, waiting for him. As soon as he came in the bedroom and saw me, he started bulging with a hard on. He stripped off his clothes and forced his cock to the back of my throat, making me moan in bliss. It wasn't to last for long though. He pulled me up, slipped the hood over my head and tightened it firmly, then put the collar round my neck and locked it on, clipping the heavy leash to it and pulling me onto the bed. He clipped my ankle cuffs to my wrists so my legs were held apart, and fucked me hard. His cock was so big going in, I virtually screamed and his thrusts were so deep and hard I was writhing and groaning on the bed, holding back from cumming. He pushed the cock gag into my mouth, and clipped on the blindfold, then put the clover clamps on my nipples, causing me to groan in pain. He pulled his cock out of me, rubbed me hard with his fingers and firmly instructed me to cum. I was gutted but he's my Owner and I can't disobey. I obediently let my body cum, then he pushed his cock back into me, fucked me hard, then pulled the clamps off quickly, making me scream, before pinning me to the bed and filling me with cum.