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Last night I was teased unmercifully.
Or I should say I teased myself unmercifully under hubby's direction.

After a few minutes I begged him to let me cum.
But then I admitted to him that I don't really want to--not quite yet, even though I think I'll go crazy if I don't cum soon.

So--I didn't want to be teased any more.
I didn't want to cum yet.
And when he mentioned a "no-touch" period I begged him not to do that either.

He laughed saying I don't seem to know what I want.
And I had to agree.

So he decided to leave it you to you.

Should I be permitted an orgasm?
Should the teasing continue?

So, first day after my spectacular loss! (Though actually now I'm several days into denial.) I edged last night, of course, drawing it out so far that I can actually feel the orgasm start... but still stop in time to keep it from actually happening. This is something that caused a few 'accidents' in the past (ruined, natch), but my control has gotten really, really good!

And it feels so good right there, even while my body is screaming for me to finish at the same time. And stopping is so hard, but I know that after a couple minutes the frustration subsides... and then it just starts to feel good!