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A recent family catastrophy has left me quite shaken up, and very fragile. I have not been here for nearly two weeks, and probably will not be here all that regularly for a while.

Its not that I have given up interest, just that now is not a good time for me.

It's now been 12 days since my last real orgasm, sometime Thursday night.

I'm still not finding myself constantly aroused... it's not taking over my every waking thought. I'm almost disappointed.

I'm still feeling a strong desire to cum when I edge, and it's getting a little stronger every day. I'm edging more and more now. I was having some mildly hot conversations in the chat, and it got me going enough that I had to just stop and edge. Just now I spent a full half-hour just there on the edge. One single edge drawn out that whole time. It was so frustrating at first, wanting to cum so bad, but once I got into it, it just felt wonderful. I never wanted it to end!