Female denial

This blog is my debut into erotic fantasy fiction. So it is with much trembling that I launch my ship made only of electronic bites onto an often raging world wide sea. I fear it may be a flimsy craft for such a wild ocean, but I've set my sails and am ready to see where this can take me - and hopefully you too.

Btw, the items above in red are things you will NOT see in my stories. They are the taboos I'll avoid.

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Sir was here for an extended bank holiday weekend, he screwed my brains out and I came like a train.

I can't say I was disappointed. I wouldn't have objected to continuing, but I think it would have been hard, and I enjoyed cumming over and over again, screaming while he impaled me on his cock. Everytime I opened my eyes and looked up at him, he was just grinning like a maniac, digging his cock further into me to make me scream some more.

But now it's back to the denial, and beginning is so hard, the hardest part of it. Weird as it sounds, it's easier after 4 weeks than it is after 4 hours. The memory is still fresh in my mind, I can feel the after effects in Sir's pussy, smell my own juices on my underwear. I'm still orgasmic yet I'm facing up to an unknown time without orgasms. In this case, it's almost certain that I won't orgasm again till I see him in 2 weeks and 3 days. On the one hand, I wish it was longer - denial makes me top from the bottom something chronic, not because I want it to end but because I want it to continue! - on the other hand I'm sat here now, wanting to peak more than anything, remembering all the hot things we have done this weekend.

Here's a fun little tease you can do by yourself or with your Dom or some other play partner if you're into ruined orgasms or tease and denial:

Get about 5 clothespins. You're going to use them on your pussy lips and clit so if they are too strong, get some of the ones that come with those temporary paper blinds, they have a much milder grip.

Queue up some porn and masturbate until you are on the edge. Get your clit really big. Get yourself really wet. Then start buttoning everything up.

Use two clips to close up your pussy lips so all the juice stays inside. Pull back the hood on the clit and put a clip on the exposed nub. Then add one above and below it to completely block access to the clit at all.

I decided to join Tantalism because of the scene I am about to tell you about. I have been reading for quite a while now but had not seen anyone write about anything like what happened to me. I thought if the idea was newer, or a forgotten one, y'all might like to hear about it.
I visited my owner DB a couple of weekends ago for a two day visit. We did many things over the course of the visit, as you might expect. One in particular really struck me as something this group might enjoy.
We were in the livingroom, he had blindfolded me and told me to lie down on the floor and hold still. Then he started teasing me madly. Mind you, this was lateish on Sunday and we had started play on Friday night when I arrived and I had not orgasmed since the previous Saturday. Needless to say, I was a bit hot! He started by putting a clip I did not recognize (turned out it was an ordinary chip clip, but it kept me guessing!) on one nipple to keep me occupied while he set things up. After some mysterious, and not so mysterious, noises he came to my side accompanied by the rattle of the chains I know are on our clover clamps.

My name is blaktai and I thought I would introduce myself. I have been reading this site for quite a while but never had anything to say really until now.
I am a 38 year old polyamorous woman who is a lesbian but plays with men too. (It's okay, the men I play with know I am a lesbian and they don't mind!) I have 4 main partners who I play with regularly, 2 men and 2 women. I am denied by all of them in different ways. Only 2 of my partners, 1 man and 1 woman, ever let me orgasm, the other 2 only tease me. Of the 2 who do let me cum only one lives in the same town I do. I will sometimes go weeks without orgasm, sometimes only days, depends how things work.

I have had a lot of ladies contact me by email for long distance denial and control who are worried about their husbands or boyfriends finding out they are doing it. They feel guilty that they are doing something behind their backs so to speak. So, just a quick message for those ladies who are unsure, your privacy is safe with me and in my mind, you will do your husbands no harm at all, in fact one of my ladies tells me that she is far more interested in doing things with her husband since I started her denial. That makes perfect sense so dont worry that you will harm your sexual realtionship at least.

I thought I would mention that I recently began the weekly_orgasm community on LiveJournal. The membership is small for the moment, but I am sure it will grow. From the profile for the community:

weekly_orgasm is a community oriented toward female orgasm denial. This is a means for women who wish to experiment with orgasm denial, and for those who do not have anyone to currently provide them with the denial, to gain this experience in a safe, non-threatening manner. By no means is this community intended to provide super-long-term periods of denial; instead, the longest period between permitted orgasms will be seven days, but the length of time between orgasms will vary.

This is a cool site that is definitely worth checking out. There are a number of picture sets of girls in chastity belts, some with insertions. There are interesting links including to the makers of different belts.
I hope everybody here enjoys these as much as I do.
EW

Am all spaced out.

Sir asked me if I would like the clamps this evening. To be honest, I neither needed them, or hated the idea - I was just content, but I knew it would do me good and that Sir would enjoy hurting me while he wanked, so I was very glad to do them. I was kind of tired and grumpy and burnt out and I knew a good session with the clamps would sort my head out and refocus on me Sir's pleasure and getting my head round the continuing the denial. He told me to do an hour on my knees, leashed to the footboard with the collar locked on.

The clamps hurt wonderfully going on, but after about 15 minutes the pain felt more cosy than agonising, and I could tell my tiredness was numbing the sensations. I really wanted to drop down to my hands and knees but knew I would fade out if I did that. So I took the clamps off, passed the chain round the footboard and put them back on.

Just come back from the most perfect weekend.

I was absolutely agonising before I got there about whether I would come on or not and, if not, whether he would use his mouth or pussy and whether or not he would let me cum. As it happened, he used his slut's pussy but was very adamant that I was not allowed to cum. He was saying things like 'You're not going to cum subbie, so just get over it. You need to focus on *my* pleasure.' And he was mocking me for getting too turned on, rubbing his clit to make me pant with suppressed pleasure. He made me ride him and it was so hard to work his pussy up and down his stiff cock and not get drawn in by the pleasure of it, or try and move my hips to get more pleasure. I just fucked him as hard as I could, whilst trying to distract myself from the sensations, till I saw his face cloud over and look conflicted and then I drove on till he bucked up into me and exploded with cum. I fell asleep with his spunk soaking into his cunt, so that I stunk of the pleasure my Owner had taken with me.